2:50 am

Making you love me was like 
Telling the demon

To have 

Some faith 


11:01 pm

When I say that you broke my trust, it doesn’t have to mean that you cheated on me or lied to me. It could simply mean that you let me down in a way that I wouldn’t ever feel safe with you anymore. I do not trust you to be my home.

4:08 AM: memories.

 I remember when I used to come here & write about you as tears dripped down my face

 I remember staring & not knowing what words would do my feelings justice

I remember the blades cutting in my throat while reminding myself to breathe

I remember my shaky hands & blurry vision 

& I remember you having no clue